A memory

“Today dies at the closing of your eyes and is no longer an experience – it is now a memory.” – what my soulmate said to me tonight.

6 thoughts on “A memory

  1. stevie says:

    now thats a connection of two souls feeding each other if music is the food of love then words must be the main course beautiful to see two people so in touch with each other Stevie


  2. miamakila79 says:

    yes… it’s a very beautiful and deep connection… he’s been in love with me for a long time, while I’ve been chasing other men, the wrong kind of men – aggressive and destructive connections, it wasn’t until I was fed up with the heartbreaks and the drama that I could really see what was in front of me the whole time… we will meet each other for the first time ever in only 2 months…he’s coming here from the States to see me… can’t wait…

    I have never allowed someone to truly love me, before… I thought I didn’t deserve it..


  3. stevie says:

    sometimes things are just in front of you but you don’t see them but as for you not deserving this i can’t think of anybody more deserving so i disagree with you on that one miss longstockings you just picked destructive men who hid behind their masks and i know you don’t like to be in the past or the future but this is your time on this earth so maybe its time to let somebody truly love you and with your art you will be complete ………. but remember the earth with out art would just be.. eh ..i don’t no why i just said that but it made me laugh its the only art joke i no Stevie ha ha ha


  4. miamakila79 says:

    yes… exactly! 🙂 who wants the “eh” anyway!?

    yes: love, art and self-respect are the only thing that matters for me really…to express myself and to touch people’s hearts and tease people’s minds… with my art and writing…. and to love and be loved without any fear or betrayal.. and to be my own best friend… that is the base for a good life… 🙂

    I hope you have lots of love in your life, you deserve it too. You send out so much warmth and good vibrations!


  5. stevie says:

    I’ve had a roller-coaster life of ups and downs like yourself even sleeping on a sofa for a while disowned and homeless once sleeping in a cemetery scary at first but i felt safe after a while weird happier with dead people then the living but one day i said just fvck it i now live day by day you are right your best friend is yourself but i still cannot see people unhappy if only a few words can make all the difference i can’t see somebody go threw what i did so thats basically me Stevie……….. maybe thats why i never settle anywhere for long that or the gypsy side of me


  6. miamakila79 says:

    I’m sorry to hear that…but you seem to be a survivor and strong in your heart…

    I know that “gypsy” restlessness… Very well…

    But at some point you are forced to make a choice: to change or forever be chasing for something that doesn’t exist..


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