I feel frustrated. I’m in this new place in life and I have no idea what to do from here. I’ve closed to the door to my past and I’ve changed the skin I live in, I’m not the same person I was just a year ago when I was living in a dead relationship and had lost myself in so many ways, but on my way of breaking free. Now I am free and nothing in my life feels dead. No, on the contrary – every day I have moments when I feel overwhelmed of this new freedom and happiness. But I don’t know how to express it, what to do with it. I am so used to talking about my journey, to this place, but I don’t know what to tell you about it now when I’m finally here. Because it feels intimate, it’s all mine, I worked so hard to get here and it’s a personal victory to finally be here.

I guess I have to get used to this new and wonderful place, and then use it as a foundation for every new artistic expression that comes out of me. I can’t wait. I have so much to look forward to.