My days are no longer a parade of dark tones – but instead they are a collection of beautiful nuances of fire and light, shifting and flashing like lightning inside me. I’m feeling strong – and very feminine. I am in sync with my sexual energy and it is woven into my thoughts, movements and creativity in the most delightful way. I never knew how much that energy means to me. I need to protect it and not lose the connection again.

I’m soon off for another workday at the gallery and tonight I’ll continue working on “The Core”. I haven’t had the proper time to paint lately, so I am feeling excited and all tingly just thinking about it. I need to get my hands dirty and be all covered in paint and charcoal again. That’s when I feel really beautiful.