I feel hurt. Perhaps it’s just my silly expectations of things, or perhaps most people are unaware of how they sometimes fluctuate between wanting closeness and then suddenly keeping a distance. It’s not always easy for me to be this connected to things, people, hearts and minds, because it makes any disconnection so very brutal. And I know I am alone in my experience since most people don’t think about these matters. But it’s like one day you mean the world to them, the next you are nothing but the smallest detail in the back of their minds.
I’m not like that at all but I guess I have to learn how to adapt to the changes of their inner thermostat so I won’t end up hurt on the days when there’s more distance and coldness than the days where I feel appreciated and embraced.
My heart is the most sensitive place. I should create a map for people to know how to navigate inside it so they know where they shouldn’t go.
MIA MAKILA 
i think you are right maybe we all could do with a map of or hearts i feel close to people in lots of ways and i look forward to talking to them sometimes it makes my days brighter i need connections to hear there thoughts and feelings………..Stevie… you are never a small detail in my thoughts you are a daily one like family or a sister ………now where can i get a Mia Makila
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Yes but some people are scared of intimacy and vulnerability, they see it as a weakness. I don’t understand why, but they do. It’s very sad.
Thank you for your kindness and generosity,- i love being your cybersibling! 🙂 I think you have the map, you never seem to go to those places where I might get hurt ❤
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So, I don’t know about Sweden, but here in the US, over 50% of marriages now end in divorce. I think this is indicative of just how difficult all relationships are potentially. Personally, I am the kind of person that has few “real” friends, but the ones I have are there for me no matter what (and visa versa). I am not into superficial connections. And I think you might can relate to that. You are very intelligent and very strong in your opinions . . . both of which will intimidate a good many men out there. So, all that to say is, focus on the quality connections. And most of these people won’t have need of a map . . . it is enough just to give them general directions (for they may stray off the main trail once in awhile . . . everyone does that at some point).
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Yes I totally agree with you…. I’m sorry if I’ve neglected you and our friendship, i do appreciate you and I hope you know that! ❤ i have been super isolated for a while but I've started to be more social lately. But I'm still here! Hugs!!!
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Nice blog thaanks for posting
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