I’ve had a wonderful Christmas. One of the best. Even if Johnny is so far away, it felt like we shared every moment of Christmas together. I’m feeling so very loved and happy and all wrapped in optimism and hope. This year has been both heavy and dark (I bet the music industry would agree), therefore it’s such a miracle that it has finally changed for the better. In less than a week, the new year will come and offer a fresh start. I will make the most of the new year and not waste any of my resources on the wrong things. I have so many things I want to accomplish, so much I wish to do – and for the first time I am feeling confident and capable. I know I can do whatever I want to accomplish, as long as I stay away from the doubts and the fears – which is easier said than done. That will be next year’s big challenge.